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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jf2MsqC-LiY this song has become my life. haha yeah, i know i'm pathetic... Junior year has been interesting. I have... 3ish good friends... 1.  my friend cait, she's amazing but the poor child is going to be in and out of the hospital for a while :/ 2.  my friend jacob. we used to have a thing, but now he calls me everyday just as friends. It's sad that sometimes hes the only person i really talk to all day 3.  my friend jessy, we aren't that close, but she's cool and we're in drivers ed a lot. I also have a boyfriend, he's amazing, unlike the last one. i just wish i trusted myself to confide in him, a

For a while, things sucked but right now things are really good. I'm alone a lot, but it gives me time to think about things... the past has been on my mind, and some of it really sucks... and many of the most resent things i haven't had anyone to vent to... but i'm really happy with myself... which is rare. I'm working out and eating healthier, and already lost some weight, but the best part of working out is that it helps me cope with anxiety. And, i also sleep a hell of a lot more now:] a plus for da i may look a little better;] I have a guy right now, and he's really good to me. but i have spent a lot of time thinking about my

the morning sucked haha but oh well. my day was shit... i fuck things up so much, my night revealed my personality... bitchy... but through it all i actually feel good. My parents are gone 10 days. (but my brother's taking care of us) I'm alive. I think back to just a year ago and see that i've changed in a good way. Theres so much i could rant about but today i just want to smile. It's nice.